Tuesday, October 25, 2011

DAY 296 OF 365: THIS JOB IS THROWING A WRENCH IN MY CHALLENGE

OK, So  my work load is increasing and I am once again living at the office. I had to cancel my session with JC for tomorrow morning because Law and Order: Special Victims Unit moved my production meeting from this evening to tomorrow morning and I was forced to cancel my session Friday morning due to a production meeting for the new film I am working on. Mix in the fact the my hours are getting longer and longer, and well that is a recipe for a disaster. I am trying my hardest to stay focused on the goal at hand, but I am worried that this job will be destroying all the hard work that I have been putting into my body. I am starting to feel that being an extras casting director is a 24 hour job that I am ready to check out of. I know that may sound awful, but after 10 years, the healthier fitter me is starting to realize the life that I have been missing. I can tell you this much, working out has given me more energy to do things that I didn't realize that I wanted to do. Oh, did I mention that starting next weekend that I am working 7 days a week again until Thanksgiving? Yeah, not looking forward to that. So what I need to do is get my mojo back. I can't let this job create a road block in my challenge. Instead, I need to plow through that road block right to the finish line. Speaking of that finish line, this challenge might need an extension. I feel like there was a factor beyond my control (this job) that has been messing with my results. Is that allowed? I think it should be! So with that, I need to go back to work. Surprise Surprise, I am still at the office. Almost 10pm and I am sure that I will be here for another hour. Till tomorrow.

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